hmm.. what do have to say? nothing...
left out left out left out...
i'm in the circle and still left out?
oh u mean there is 2? i bet there is like a thousand walls between all and me.
i have my wall and u have ur wall that makes 2 walls and 3 spaces.
dont you think i know. don't want me go then say don't want. don't just try to brush me off with just one word.
Humans are complicated. they are not as easy as u think.
this is not the first time. and why do i always face this problem?
trials? testing?
i'm tired of it. i'm always tired of it anyway. it's just i cant solve it

i wanna leave this place. this horride place.
i just wanna go back to the time when i just had one fren and 1 fren was enough.
why am i trying so hard?
i don't know... it's just that i'm in a place without my frens.
without family
i'm forced to step out of my comfort zone to socialise.
i wish i could go back to the days when i'm unaffected by others when there was just me and jia yi.
i really want to.
go back to the days when i would say don't call then dont call. i don't care. frens are not everything in the world.
but now.. it's different
i only have God to count on and frens to help.
help me pls...
i really beg you. take this pain away.
let me be unfeeling like last time.

sorrow is the word...